Seray'll Always Be My Friend

Almost everyone in this world has special songs that they listen when they feel god damn happy or terribly sad.Or when they break up with someone or when they have an unrequited love or when they love someone badly.They can listen it to enjoy being alone or to complain about it.Or when they need to stay strong and positive no matter what.They can listen it when they need something to lean on.Or when they need a sound or lyrics to make themselves cry.All of us have their own reasons for having special songs in our lives.And I have such a big precious reason that I will never ever gonna stop listening this song because of the big precious reason.What is my reason? Definitely MY BEST FRİEND!

6 or 7 years ago I heard "Umbrella" when I was in our neighbors' house.I heard it randomly and for a quite little time.But it didn't impress me at all at first place also I didn't have any clue about whom sings this song.But years later,after I discovered Rihanna,this song became the special one for me in time.But I don't know how to explain this "special" because you know when you ask yourself "Why do you like this that much?" generally you don't know how to explain the reason why you love someone or something badly.You can try to explain it and describe the love that you have within for it/him.You can write about it lengthily and talk about it for hours but you can't describe it totally.I feel exactly like this whenever I ask myself  "Why I like this song and her that much?"

Here are my reasons:

I remember the times when I heard "Said I'll always be your friend..." part in Umbrella like "Seray will always be your friend".I know that's funny but during these years I both didn't have as good English as I have now and I was open to make up lyrics before checking the originals.After this made-up I like it so much and dedicated this song to her.I did because there were so many reasons for me to do this.You know I always think that before she came into my life I was not living at all.Yes literally I think like this.Our strong attachment was like my rebirth.Now I don't have any good memories about my life's "Before her part".This part is full of fake friends and lonely days.But after she stepped into my world,every single thing colored.My life,my perspective,my head,my atmosphere....Shortly she broke all my life down and built it up with love and respect.

From the beginning,we've always treated each other with love and respect and never hide our true selves from each other.We never judge each other with our history or something else.We always try to respect each other's history  and hope to welcome our future with happiness.And because I know she will always gonna love me no matter what I do or who I am, I never hide something from her.I always say what I want to say to her straightly.Without second thought or any worry.I can walk around care free with her and I can laugh at something till I get enough.I can eat a meal with her without being careful about my mouth :D I can sing songs to hear and she always listens to me no matter how terrible my voice sounds.I can say so many things that we do freely when we are together.And I think "being as you are and acting freely" are one of the most important thing in friendships.And we have a perfect example.

As I always say "If you love someone truly,distance means nothing".There were so times when we had to stay away from each other and sometimes we didn't have any access to talk on phone.During these times we both kept living our lives in different places but there was not any change about our love.It's always stayed the same.Yes we couldn't talk on the phone but when we heard a Rihanna or Mariah song in somewhere our images came into each other's mind.Or when we stumbled and were about to fall,we smiled and said "If she were in here now we would definitely laugh like a crazy"...Yes we had to stay away from each other so many times but this never affected our love because it is so damn true that distance,time,people or something else never ever gonna tear it down.

To be continued...